I've noticed that I've been kinda of bitchy lately to everyone and everything, I wake up in the morning exhausted and have no desire to go to work...other than major job burnout..I don't know where this mood came from, maybe its from the job burnout...I was so frustrated yesterday that I got mad at the fan..yes, the fan, it was in my way..funny now that I've said it aloud but I was frustrated and crying...and the sweetest thing happened..my cat, Turtle came over to me and licked me on the nose..now she never does that but it was sweet and helped alot..sometimes it just takes the smallest things to make you feel better..
I'm still frustrated, exhausted and have no desire to be at my job...its not that I don't love what I do, I really do, its that I hate where I work and I don't particularly like most of the people anymore..they keep thinking they can just demand anything they want from without a "thank you," I think if people were a little nicer, it would help or maybe not. Maybe sleep will help tonight. Defintely need a vacation and a new job...in the words of a friend, I need to get out of that "hell hole"
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