When a girl says no, she means $%#@ NO. The experience that I had last night has truly pissed me off and its completely utterly over with him. I feel a little better getting this out of my head. I haven't enjoyed being with him for several months now but I couldn't ever make him go away. I have never loved him and looking back, that in itself is just sad. I keep trying to figure out ways not to be home when he is around just so he stops coming over here..he lives quite close to me and has a girlfriend..I should have never started this but I had such low self-esteem a couple of years ago that I figured no one would ever want to be with me because I was overweight and had acne all over my face....
Alot has changed in the last 6 months, I've lost 25 lbs. The acne is gone. And I feel pretty again..
And the thing above is over period because I realized something today when a person doesn't respect you then they ignore what you are saying to them. I was stupid and it should have never started..
What pisses me off the most..what a crappy thing to figure out on your birthday.
7:47:47 PM 
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