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Thursday, November 11, 2004
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Scott turned a billion seconds old this morning. Going out last night had us not in the mood for drinking tonight, but we did have Outback and bad movies. When I say bad movies, I mean HORRIBLE movies. You take a chance with smaller films. Sometimes you win, sometimes you lose. I picked two losers. However, the second one was so bad that I got that laughter that is quiet, but makes you cry...'cause you're so out of it. It was fun.
Oh, so last night the Baltimore Jaycees had a fundraiser for a local make-a-wish like foundation. They were a guest bartender at Coburns in Canton. Chris got to meet Dallas and Scott...the first meeting of my pre-Maryland friends. It was fun. Everyone liked each other, which makes life easier. Certainly being with the boys makes it harder for me to not be just one of the boys. I must resist.
I'm sleepy. I get a review tomorrow. I'm nervous. I need to sleep.
10:58:50 PM 
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I sometimes wish the heart were a more controllable organ.
And then I wish that away.
As a friend reminded me, emotions are beautiful.
Good, bad, understandable & not...
They make us human.
1:44:28 PM
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I don't really want my various groups to merge. Is that purely selfish of me? Yes. I have a pretty high number of friends...that can be divided into lots of groups. Each of these different groups provide something different for me. I like that. I don't like the dynamics to change. Sometimes it's okay, but then I like to be in control of it. Oh, maybe this is a jealousy thing.
We just got our list of holidays for 2005. 2005 - crazy.
1:11:56 PM
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So, I've this really protective trait since I was a kid...I really, really hate for anyone to dislike a close friend of mine and say it. I know that's silly - people are different and like different personalities and such. But, still....
It applies to my family too. I stopped being friends with many girls growing up 'cause they said something mean about my brother. I can say what I want all day, but, really, you shouldn't say a word.
8:59:50 AM
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I am a lucky girl.
12:41:16 AM
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