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All Posts 2002/01/16

1/16/2002
Sun Capricorn 27
A MOUNTAIN PILGRIMAGE.
Ascent in consciousness.
Mercury Aquarius 14
A TRAIN ENTERING A TUNNEL.
Deep penetration. Cutting through extraneous or stifling detail. Persistence. Short-cuts to a desired end.
Venus Capricorn 27
A MOUNTAIN PILGRIMAGE.
Ascent in consciousness.
Mars Pisces 29
LIGHT BREAKING INTO MANY COLORS AS IT PASSES THROUGH A PRISM.
Spectrum analysis.
Jupiter Cancer 09
A SMALL, NAKED GIRL BENDS OVER A POND TRYING TO CATCH A FISH.
Curiosity. Infantile cravings. Fascination with the illusory, grasping at abstractions.
Saturn Gemini 09
A QUIVER FILLED WITH ARROWS.
Make a strategy and then hit the target. Getting to the point.
N. Node Gemini 27
A YOUNG GYPSY EMERGING FROM THE WOODS GAZES AT FAR CITIES.
Dreaming of becoming a part of something far-off and larger than one's own sphere. Lessons to be learnt about being street-wise. New perspectives arising from larger realities.
Uranus Aquarius 24
A MAN TURNING HIS BACK ON HIS PASSIONS TEACHES DEEP WISDOM FROM HIS EXPERIENCE.
Conquering of one's base nature.
Neptune Aquarius 09
A FLAG IS SEEN TURNING INTO AN EAGLE.
Turning away from having to prove oneself, rising above the commonplace, ascension. Rebirth.
Pluto Sagittarius 17
AN EASTER SUNRISE SERVICE.
Perform any deeds with reverence.
 

where wave meets particle No Simpler than this:

Wednesday, January 16, 2002

# 10:58  BizBuzz 
  
 Asc Mo
time management is bull. time, like the clock says is cyclical and the only thing you need to do is to manage your relation to its cycles. we all know this in the back of our minds and yet many of us treat time as if it was a sequential thing that was about to run out. so we panic, so we try to 'manage' it instead of our relationship to it. its really a fairly straightforward mistake that is self-rectified in our better moments.

ping'd two time managers this morning to see if they had any 'c' or 'd' level things on their list. "nope, just 'a's and 'b's this week; its all so important". i'm not buying it

# 01:47  LinkLog 
  
 Asc Mo
http://www.spiked-online.com/articles/00000002D3A7.htm

no linear breakdown that completely ignores the fact that perhaps people never learned intimate communication skills from their parents; parents too incompetent and driven from the outside to have the time to think, the time to relate, the time to be.  to that prof parents are gods still.

you can not individuate outside of relationships, you need relationships and depth in same to understand who you are. without relationships your deep wounds are never seen, never felt, never healed.

its just fear and not knowing. coders learn to live with that. who else? the obvious is not what it appears.

# 01:21  BizBuzz 
  
 Asc Mo
a good friend reminded me today that "once people get over discovering that you really are a fire-breathing dragon they can love you for what you do". cute. the statement.. and she.
# 01:18  BizBuzz 
  
 Asc Mo
"we're just rewriting our business plan again to get new funding"  -- i heard that twice today. totally different scenarios, different people, different games.

they think wrong. one's only ruined his own fortune, the other has run through double digit millions. neither are bad people, or have truly bad intentions, what both had/have in common was an unawareness of their respective linear thinking prisons.  (a causes b therefore i must do x because there is no other choice than to follow this rule..)

i'm getting much better in making rapport and see that in the playfull spirit in which these comments were ultimately made. it saddens me that my ultimate target audience, the people that are to fund these folks, are going to loose time and money with them once more. ..  while i'm not saying that anyone's out to rip anyone else off, those were the plans of '99, i'm appalled by how we all can get stuck in trying harder, not smarter.

i pray for the ongoing strength to not fall in that trap again. how how i do that is my business... which reminds me of the mormon headhunters that descended on the lady next to me in the laundromat the other day... ask them "where is god" to save your fellow-men.. stick with the question. none i've met have ever degraded gracefully from it. and soon you will have your quiet union again as they find that everyone in such a place will look at them extremely funny when they tell you he's a regular somewhere. a regular guy without a need for dentistry or any kind or brand of toothpaste. more wrong thinking.. but no money in optimizing them.  i've yet to bring the conversation there and ask what it would mean to 'be in god' as they say elsewhere. not worth the time. a lot of things really are not. like going on with this post :)

@ 12:55 03/15/02
© Michael Ax, 2002