Dark day
Yesterday was a dark and melancholy day. I was moody nearly all day.
My grandfather's second wife's funeral is today, she died on Tuesday at 97. I never knew her all that well but I blamed some of the problems my grandfather and I had on her. I grew up without a father and it seemed, without a grandfather. He tried to connect with me when I was in college, but by then, it was too late. So yesterday I was dealing with guilt again and I wasn't too happy with myself.
I also spent a bit of time working on a project for work that is just dragging on and on, in part because of bad planning. That didn't help.
The front page of yesterdays LA Times was also pretty depressing. People running from lava in the Congo, the US helping the immature democracy of Bosnia by taking the six prisoners they released and making them disappear and another article about the outrageous behavior of Enron's Kenneth Lay.
Oh yeah, two kernel panics, back to back to start the morning.
Yesterday is over, it's time to move on.
7:35:27 AM
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