Wednesday, November 12, 2003

After living here for over three years, I finally feel as if I'm moving in to my own place. And it's true. I talked to Bill today about the fact that I'm starting to grasp some of the basics of self-actualization makes therapy even more crucial now than before. One of the most basic basic realizations I've had over the past couple weeks is that everything comes down to me. Not what other people are doing. But how I internalize what other people do. How I internalize my own actions. I can't change how other people act, only how I respond. Which can, of course, include no longer interacting with that person, not out of anger with him or her, but love of self. The choice is always there - awakening the choice is the quest. 2:29:35 AM