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Saturday, May 10, 2003

At about 2:00 AM I woke up to the demon with 1000 eyes.  He always visits when I am coming down with something and gives me the power to contemplate simultaneously all stupid things I have ever done and all the bad stuff that is about to happen.  Its as if my brain is suddenly a massively parallel mutliprocessor and I can look upon my whole life at once.  Normally I can (if I am lucky) have one concurrent thought at a time but this episode allowed me to hold an infinite number of bad thoughts at once.  I had to keep telling myself, "its a fever, its a fever, its not real. "  I got up to sit in the dining room and let the air get all wavy with the heat coming off my body.  White lightning bolts shot around below my eyes.

Update: aspirin slays the demon  


12:04:56 PM    comment []


In 1984 and 1985 I used to take the train to Grand Central Station from Springfield MA and walk to the Port Authority Bus station to catch a bus to Blair Academy in northern New Jersey.   The Port Authority Bus station was a slime hole then.  Aggressive drug dealers, junkies, winos.  Homeless people lined the walls, literally. It was impossible to lean against a wall there.  I watched a couple of cops trying to roust a drunk who was sleeping in the middle of the floor of the bus station.  They stepped on his fingers and he gathered them under his belly, but still remained passed out.  Then they got a dog to come over and bark at him.  This triggered his reptile brain to get him up on his hands and knees and head for the exit.  You could buy beer in New York no matter how old you were.  The Blair students used to buy big cans of Foster's Lager for the bus trip. 

Times square was also a hell hole back then.  So was Grand Central station.  In the bathroom there, dozens of men leaned against the walls to watch you pee.  It was like, "why don't you all go somewhere else and watch each other pee?  " 

It is all different now.  NYC is cleaned up, on the surface anyway.  I would eat off the sidewalk at Times square.   There was a place to lean against the wall in the bathroom at Grand Central Station.  There was no one trying to sell me pot at Port Authority or on the steps of The Metropolitan Museum of Art.  Quality of life policing has really made a noticable difference.


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