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i don't know what is wrong with me...i haven't had any desire to work lately, I do work and I seem to be working alot but I've been kinda of spacy about writing down when I've talked to a client and I just don't feel like going to site anymore but once I get there I'm full of energy, maybe its the commute? I know that I'm not depressed, annoyed lately but not depressed, so what the hell is going on with me? I think I just want to finish one project - one little project - the floors, damn it why can't it be easy? Someone said welcome to the world of owning a home, its never finished. I finally figured out to deal with the hardwood floor edging and the backdoor looks great now - interesting artistic concept, I like it. And I went to tile the threshold between the kitchen and the dining room and the hardwood floor is higher than the kitchen..how do I fix that? Annoying, one step closer..two steps back. And here's the thing, I know that I need to work to pay for all this stuff and I just don't wanna. And every step I turn, everyone keeps telling me I can't do it, that it won't work..why do men do that? If I can imagine it, I will make it work. argggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggh. maybe a good scream or cry would do the trick
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