another 1lb lost :)
its weird in a good way, i had a feeling that he would be there on friday and not saturday and I was right and need to start listening to my instinct and following through. All the anxiety I felt was gone as soon as I got there and realized he wasn't there, not so much anxiety of seeing him just of really being annoyed with myself for not talking to him. No worries, I'll see him again in a week - then I'll follow through - i put something out there and now have to wait for an answer.
I bought tickets for alot of my friends last night for the Fire Arts Festival and no one showed up, thank god, I was able to sell all the extra tickets for 40/each - I only lost 15 total on the tickets - pretty good but now I know which friends are flakes and which ones aren't. The ones that showed up with their own tickets are the friends worth keeping. The other friends sure, they are still worth keeping just not at my expense, someday when they poke their heads up from their trainings or the clouds, maybe we can hang out again and do something fun - but they can buy their own tickets.
I found this great site for landscape design and if you have a very small patch of lawn, her prices are great. If you have a large lawn - either do it yourself or check out someone else. She doesn't do big lawns. I personally want a goregous big front green lawn and bought a book on how to install a sprinkler system, although I am getting a quote from this guy too, I love his website, very straightforward and funny.
I have been so tired lately, I don't know if its the heat or what the deal is but I get up and just want to sleep, maybe I need to stay off the computer for a few days...do something physical, get my energy back up...on that note, getting off the computer now and going outside to rip up the deck
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