Moments of Indecision The since-graduated former headman of my Bible study last semester callled me this afternoon (while I was sleeping even, the gall of some people ;) ) to make idle chatter, predominantly, but that also reminded me yet again that I have close to no idea what I'm doing this year in the way of affiliation with "Christian" organizations and such.
I have pretty much rotted on the vine in Crusade for the past three years, either because of my insecurity to proffer whatever gifts I have to the organization, or the perception of many that I don't have any of use (likely a combination of both.) Regardless, the option of doing that again really doesn't sound worthwhile to anybody, so I'm praying that I'll be sent somewhere where I can do some appreciable good, finally.
I'm afraid, though, that the outlook of Cru as a relevant organization at this university is a bleak one, and that somehow a small burden has been nagging at me to help remedy it.
More on that at a later time, perhaps.
11:07:19 PM 
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