call it related to mercury's 'angular speed' - which is as slowly grinding backwards this week as you're gonna get - it'll seems to stop and turn around friday am -
i've been waking up well yet with nothing on my mind but the bl*dy pc. non-productive time's creeping in here; its hard to stretch and get some distance from the 'must click and code' vibe. small kinds of control driving out the big; enthusiasm and passion are good, yes, but getting this wrapped up in technology is about the worst possible thing for me. envisioning, designing, prototyping, reading.. its like alcohol to a drunk and i know this slippery slope of coffee, trail-mix and wrestling with op's ideas.
i need a reset to 80/20 functioning around this new floor of pc-functionality (built since dec).
this morning part of me was dreaming itself forced to watch juggling in a 'look mom, no hands' performance by a big kid juggling toy models. that was a waste of time, annoying and distracting too. have to think about where and why i got the ticket for that. i'm really on the way elsewhere.
nothing is eaten as hot as it's cooked.