Random bits...
If you ever have to move after living in one place for more than 10 years, DON'T! The other option is simply burn it down and start all over. I'm just kidding, but I can tell you that after spending many days going through my stuff I hurt. I hurt over most every inch of my body. I even hurt in places that I didn't even know existed. It's strange to open a box and see things from 25 years ago. I even found my Grandmothers diplomas that were given to me after she passed away 11 years ago. It's like a map of a place I have been, things that I have done. It's a good time to ponder the path I've taken.
"You are the sum of your choices." I saw that on a sign in front of a store today. I stopped for a moment and thought about what that means to me. I am at a point that I have never been during the journey of my life. I have no job, unemployment runs out in a few months, I'm out of school because even with financial aid, I can not afford school. My car broke down yesterday and could cost me more than $500 to repair. All in all, I have made some really poor choices in the past two years. I mean really bad choices.
So here I am, at a crises point unlike any I have faced. What decisions will I make, what choices will I choose. I can sink further, or I can continue the course of rebuilding I began a few months ago. Only time will tell...mj
5:11:22 PM 
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