It's Been Awhile
I haven't felt much like writing here lately. I'm still pretty bummed about Jason's death. Added to that was a little incident where I had to go pick up Iris from a friend's house because she was very drunk. Sometimes I wonder what kind of a basket case I'm going to be by the time my three kids leave home. I wish I could stop worrying about them, but I can't.
Iris said to me last night, "Mom, you seem different lately....like you're always mad or something." I said it was more like I was terrified, but I could tell that made no sense to her. Of course it wouldn't - I felt the same about my mom when I was 16. I wish my mother were around now so I could tell her, "I get it now."
6:59:40 AM 
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